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6/27/92 #1   HATONN

 

PERCEPTIONS

As Dharma sat devastated over the death of a son in March of 1985--she knew not "me"--Hatonn.  She sat with God, however, in an effort to find reason of the passage of a 25 year-old man--gifted, complicated and totally tormented by a world in which he could not FIT.  But for this beloved Paul Andrew, however, there would be no "work" this day--for in the taking of his own life which seemed an act of total desperation--came the focus unto higher cause and the need to reach beyond and SEE!

A daughter had, just days before, married in expectation of a world of dreams unfolded.  The family of nine children was broken as one of the spokes of the wheel was shattered--was gone.  Perhaps now, the others can FORGIVE for they could not know, and YOU CANNOT KNOW--THE CONTRACT OF ANOTHER.  This gift of the "death" in the one instance was forever lasting--the dreams of beauty of love without ending of the other--died in but months.  Ye must KNOW thine purpose and find your own way.  I use this personal example for all must look at their own journey and see the wonders and beauty of each thing that comes--and see BEYOND THAT WHICH APPEARS TO BE OBVIOUS FOR THE OBVIOUS IS MOST OFTEN DECEIVING.  At any given time of travel upon the physical plane, you must look ever beyond unto and into that which may not YET BE.  For had the vision not ended in the one case--God's work could not have been fulfilled--and had the vision not ended in the second--so neither could God's gifts have been bestowed upon those who now share God's very child--in mutual respect--and therefore all (and each) can flourish.

Why do I speak in this manner?  Because you ones in this little crew who have given ALL into our service and shared the blasts of attack, the slings and arrows of the enemy--must move in seemingly different directions so that the focus can be tuned and the gifts received, in order to create the miracles of GOAL and PURPOSE.

Partings?  I know not of "partings"--the very term is impossible--does not exist in reality.  Ah, but the heart says otherwise, does it not?  The fledgling feathers are rumpled and there has been security in sharing of the burdens.  Yes indeed--but EACH began this segment with only SELF and willingness to serve and the months have been indeed short--the work-load incredible.

YOU MUST REALIZE THAT DHARMA ONLY SAT TO PEN OUR FIRST JOURNAL IN JULY, 1989.  NOW THERE ARE ALMOST SIXTY--AND GOING, GOING, GOING--to "our" drumbeat--not the rabbit's of Eveready!  SIPAPU ODYSSEY WAS THE GIFT OF PAUL THAT HE MIGHT BE REMEMBERED ALWAYS.  AND SO HE SHALL FOR THERE SHALL BE A "FOUNDATION" FOR EDUCATION IN HIS NAME AND IN THE ENTRY OF THE MOTION PICTURE STUDIOS AND DEDICATED TO THE NEW CITY SHALL BE ERECTED A GOLDEN EAGLE IN FLIGHT--THAT WE MIGHT ALWAYS REMEMBER THE UNEXPECTED GIFTS OF THE CHILD AND "ONE" UNTO THE BENEFIT ULTIMATELY OF THE "WHOLE".

In the searching within the heart for words to be spoken at Paul's funeral, I nudged that she look beyond and the following passages were read:

Don't be dismayed at good-byes.  A farewell is necessary before you can meet--again.

And meeting again, after moments of lifetimes, is certain for those who are friends.

Fly free and happy beyond birthdays and across forever, and we'll meet now and then when we wish,                     in the midst of the one celebration that never can end!

Can you not see, chelas, that through the growing is the only way in which you can receive the rewards with which to fulfill the mission?  You have graduated only to find the world fearful and burdensome on your shoulders.  Each segment finished must have its testing outside the lessons for a graduation in only a "beginning".  God is ever a "beginning" for there is no such thing as "ending"--only "outgrowing"--that which is no longer worthy.  He who will not grow is destined to perish (dead of alive) in his stagnation.

The wings are strong enough--the flight feathers matured--'tis only the human consciousness that perceives separation and parting--for the soul KNOWS the glory of the growth and recognizes the abundance of opportunities opening from the ability to GROW!  PLEASE SEE THE WONDERS TO BE ACHIEVED THROUGH THE GRADUATION FOR THEY ARE WONDROUS INDEED.  PLEASE HOLD RESPECT AND APPRECIATION TO THOSE WHO PRESS FOR THE MOVEMENT AHEAD LEST YOU BECOME THAT "GROUPIE" WHICH MUST NOT BE.  YOU MUST SHOW THAT GOD'S WORK CAN BE DONE IN BEAUTY, TRUTH, AND ABUNDANCE IN ALL PLACES.  NOT WITH PIETY OF COUNTENANCE--BUT WITH TRUTH OF THAT WHICH REALLY IS AND NOT THE STUPID PORTRAITS OF A GOD OF WIMPVILLE.  WE HAVE BEEN SENT TO SHOW YOU THE WAY THROUGH THE MAZE--GIVEN THE OVERSIGHT OF THE ELDER BRETHREN.  THE RESTLESSNESS SHALL ALWAYS BE INTRODUCED AT A TIME OF CHANGE LEST YOU NOT ATTEMPT TO TRY THE WINGS.  DO NOT PERCEIVE THE GIFT IN WRONG PERCEPTIONS FOR IF YOU SPEND TIME IN JUDGMENT, YOU SHALL MISS THE BEAUTY OF THE POINT IN FOCUS.  REMEMBER--THINE WORST ENEMY IS THINE BEST TEACHER!!

Lemonade can be made from the worst of the sour lemons and this, too, we shall allow you to see as we take the arrows and reverse the flow and return to senders.  Always make sure your intent is correct lest that which you denied and forsook, turns not again unto you.  Turning the other cheek does not mean to become a spinning top. God expects WISDOM--most especially about those things over which you are given stewardship.

You will all see that NOTHING is changed--even your letters and calls will end up at the same terminals.  Only the work can grow and our mission ever move more surely toward achievement.  In the need of the moment ones learn to do tasks which are alien and tedious--only to become proficient and glean great improvement by the mere need to create from the unknowing.  It shall ever be thus for the first few have to accommodate and support the many who will now be coming as the building phase begins.  When the hearts are sure of the goal--it shall come to pass.

Ever keep in mind that YOU did not come to fill Einstein's role, or Tesla's--or Emmanuel's, The Pale Prophet's, or Hatonn's--YOU CAME TO FILL YOURS!  For instance, if "I" take your mission--it only becomes "mine" and no longer "yours"--if we share, it becomes "OURS" and in the sharing is the wonder of it.  A father can speak of visions and tell or his own--the son must go forth and search out his own--this the Wisdom keepers knew.  You are now going forth on your own vision quests--will you succeed or fail?  You shall succeed for I am a good teacher and your guides have been faithful and true and you are learning to LISTEN and SEE.  Perfection?  Nay, nay--for that is yet at the Rainbow's end.  If ye be perfect--ye need no quest!  But, because ye are becoming perfect--ye will continue the quest!  It is through the willingness to serve where needed that merits the badge--not the service given because it is convenient and easy.

Ah, indeed, the "Silver Wings" stand by at ready and I have the pride of a father watching his fragments walk tall and true into the unknown in willingness to face that which comes--and in the so-doing, they shall find glory, peace and NEVER--BOREDOM!  MAY IT ALWAYS BE THUS!

You come from the galaxy of the Central Sun--the place of the "seven suns".  You are children birthed and grown in the LIGHT--and, chelas, may your "filaments" never be severed or burned-out.  We are ever present to keep the connections sound and working--USE US, FOR WE HAVE NO OTHER PURPOSE!

"Walk on through the storm, Walk on through the rain,

Tho your dreams be tossed and torn--Walk on, walk on,

With Hope in your hearts--and You'll never walk ALONE-

YOU'LL NEVER WALK ALONE"

This is for ALL MY CHILDREN--not just the few in some one location or another--it is for each and all who seek in truth and demand it--wherever your service might be.  IN THE SEEKING IS COMMANDED THE FINDING.

THE CALL COMPELS THE ANSWER!

May you ever have stardust in your hair instead of the mortar-boards upon thine heads--for wisdom comes from the vision and inner truth of KNOWING--the other only represents that of the world which "another" desires to use to bind thee!  Graduation in KNOWING can never be compared to EDUCATION by man--but both are tested by the fire of "living".  Both are absolutely NECESSARY to the human experience.  I again urge you parents who do not know that which you are doing--send your children to school for they MUST have the balance--OR, THEY MUST HAVE KNOWLEDGEABLE PARTICIPATION FROM YOU--IN KNOWING WHAT YOU ARE DOING for the adversary works thusly; the child must have the skills of arithmetic and words--if you give him not that much--you have crippled him.  Be very cautious as to what you do in the name of God and be ever mindful of that for which you ask--for you shall get it--and it most often is not what you had in mind.

I salute you as my fellow crew members and there is not sadness in these realms this day--for we SEE PROGRESS.  But on behalf of your teachers and the crew "out here" we all salute you for you must still remain as our hands and feet until such time as we are given other marching orders.  May we each serve well, the other.  SALU.

MAY YOU EVER WALK WITH GOD--IN LIGHT

 

 

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Source:  THE PHOENIX LIBERATOR, June 30, 1992, Volume 19, Number 11, Pages 42-43.

http://phoenixarchives.com/liberator/1992/0692/063092.pdf

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